what i realised about one of my writing block: i get very stuck when i get self righteous
this is one realisation i got while sorting out the 364845746364 half-written posts in my folder.
whenever i start writing something, i may have gotten an inspiration from somewhere and sometimes i get stuck and will just park it somewhere to continue another day.
while sorting them out, i manage to finish some.. i continue to get stuck for some.
and i realised one of the the pattern when i get stuck..
it is when i get self righteous, when i am engulfed in wanting to make someone wrong for personal reasons.
most all of my post are quite opinionated.. and what i think is, righteous to some extend. but righteous is not the same as self righteous.
they are based on what i experienced, know, believe to be true – which obviously means there are different perspectives than mine. when i write based on expressing my own truth, it flows. sometimes i get stuck cos i dont know how to ‘end’..
but.. that there’s another kind of stuckness when i want to make someone wrong.
and i am so glad i caught this pattern and feeling.. and i am even more glad i get stuck that way so i can realign and come from a space of self expression instead of being right.