pursuit of jade
many dramas are captivating because they allow people to watch the fantasy and desire they have or the things they admire but does not have the courage to do so in real life. over the…
reflection triggered by heihei’s ivdd
some of you might have heard it from me privately, some had some clue when i sent out the telegram message. it happened really quickly. he woke up and was not able to stand…
learning and reflection – jan 2026
it took me 10 years to realised i have been doing it “wrong” when it comes to building my body of (art) work on social media. i started my “work/business” account in 2016 and since…
Why AI is motivating me to write and show up more
I’ve always enjoyed writing but am also very conscious and cautious because I feel that I have bad grammar and I tend to have a lot of typos. Sometimes I don’t vet my writing.…
oct is physical upgrade – life patterns and cycle
for many year, i have physical “issue” in Oct. 2017: i had my first hives breakout in 30 years. 2018: i stop eating meat overnight. 2019: i stop drinking alcohol overnight. 2021: my body craved…
on luck
ive been exploring the concept of “luck” since start of the year and recently also had a few conversations around it. some of you know that i applied for a house and my queue…
on AI
there have been many conversations and discussions around AI vs humans. personally im a strong fan of humans creations. but i am also a rather strong user of AI. there are many types of AI,…
i’m not that coach
let’s be honest and drop that bullshit about: “i am doing ______ only because i want to change the world or want to help you/someone………” (i dont have a label i resonate with. i dont…
fear based decisions
“We don't rise to the level of our expectations, we fall to the level of our training.” – Archilochus (Greek philosopher) went out for lunch and bought H’s dinner. sat there for a while considering…
how trauma shows up in daily life.
sometimes, it is not in the the behaviors. it’s in the emotions – which may not be seen. many have the misconception that trauma has to a certain way, usually big and impacting people in…