i usually take more pictures of myself so i can use it here. but the last few months was little because my energy haven been about showing up here.
i haven exactly worked, in a way i recognize as ‘work’, in a few months. maybe 3-4 months?
i did not have any ‘work’ accomplished yet knowing a lot of things are happening and unfolding.
it is nice to experience that guilt is no longer common a visitor as before.
it is great to let myself flow with the experience, not operating from the old programming / conditioning of needing to get things done.
ive asked for the vision of this business for this year, yet nothing has came forth.
H and i are exploring new business ventures, hopefully to take pressure off here as a sustainable business. but eventually, i know where my heart still is.
these work i do here are work that i hope i can do without the pressure and stress that i need that money. also with that means i don’t have to charge high ass prices.
i do miss being back here. i miss the work i do here.
yet, i hold patience and trust while i flow with the process.