Personal sharing
i bump my way through many things in life. jumping right in without seeing the full picture. yet, to many, i am also the one who always look at big picture and vision. i hold the clarity of direction and remind them of it.
both holds true.
in human design (language), basically i ‘line 3’ way my in life. and i have super power in guiding with my undefined g center – taking different expressions and forms.
both of which points to me being rather clueless about my own direction most of the time.
so while my ability to form patterns and trust intuition allows me to be good at ‘expecting’ things, situations and other people. i am mostly swimming in unexpectedness for my own.
it took me a long while to just acknowledge this will be the way for me. as someone who love control, i often still struggle with this every now and then.
however over the years, ive come to also embrace, enjoy and appreciate beauty of unexpectedness and surprises.
what helped is not just the awareness of ‘how i am’ – in human design/like control, etc but the willingness to be in the tension and be shown a different possibility.