So I moved on and listened to the advise from the society. Went to university and got “proper jobs”. Travel, drinks and party. My corporate background was marketing and then finance.
It was in my last corporate job as stock broker where I crazily pursue a part time yoga teacher certification. Starting some days as early as 5 am and packing all 7 days with work, clients, yoga practices, yoga training and assessments.
The yoga teacher training sparked my inner work journey and my interest in personal development. I went on to meditation, reiki, and experience different practices and modalities for my own inner work.
Then, magically, an opportunity was offered to me to attend an interactive and experiential trainer training by someone I barely know, followed by EQ workshops, Leadership programs, etc.
With those, I started teaching yoga as well as do corporate training during my free time since 2013. It was also then that I had a another shake in my life that spurred me to dive deeper into understanding my own patterns, behaviours and beliefs.
I also started questioning my purpose and worth in life which lead to questioning my role in my corporate job and finally decided that I have well served my time with the company.
In 2014, I started a new journey of exploring and got trained in psychotherapy, learnt positive psychology and attend numerous personal development trainings. After spending so much time playing around with human effort, learning leadership skills, personal mastery.. And even training and coaching with them, my resistance towards spirituality increases. Spiritual addiction, bypass, and obsessions are the last things I want to be associate with.
But last quarter 2016, the divine messages came one after another. I guess that was when my guardian angels are about to lose their jobs and they cannot afford to let me be stubborn anymore. My mentor in training and fellow trainers was patient and supported me as I resist and struggled through that period. When I look back, I wonder how they were there listening to my bullshit without laughing.
Within a short span of few months, I connected with angels, ascended masters, spirit guides, akashic records, reconnected with reiki and started channeling.
Since then, I started holding sessions as well as deepen both my competency in the woo woo as well as people development.. expanding my toolbox with more modalities – innerdance, channeling, somatics and body work, trauma, TRE, leadership embodiment.